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I get way more anxious around people. I have gotten incredibly irritated by everything. I frequently have these chronic pulsating headaches for no reason.

I always get fatigued during stormy or humid weathers and I could never explain WHY. I cannot explain it exactly, but I feel weak and fatigued. Maybe it was just me tired…? You seem to have a LOT of Ascension Symptoms and the best thing is knowledge — that can keep you from feeling like you are going nuts. Use my free meditation on my homepage at the bottom every day and train yourself to keep grounded with that — if you choose!!

Lots of folks are experiencing most of the same — mood swings are all about tapping into old beliefs and the collective fears that trigger them in my opinion. The throat chakra where our face, ears, nose mouth, etc.

I use a lot of toning to help move the energy FYI. That might help. A contributing factor may also be that while this convo is about more spiritual concepts, You might also be an HSP Google info about it or slightly on the spectrum I think we all are to a point, but it can sometimes make people overall more sensitive to touch or process stimuli differently. Haha thanks everyone! My personal take is to always be open to looking at all sides, western medicine is always complimented by spiritual energy work because the root of the issues always begins with an energetic imbalance.

That in itself can affect the energy of the body and the human will indeed manifest the actual disease more easily. Just my perspective, take it or leave any of it. I have something similiar but it is on the haunting side. I am having a very heightened sense for the devine convinced I was devinely favored but not so much.

I hear voices that can predict my moves before I do, sounding like I am in a jungle with crickets noices all night just to keep me awake, energy that is super charging my body and I have a heart condition.

And has so far burned up over 20K in recreational drugs. I have tried everything to get this demon to leave: wiccan tools, herbs, and prayer only to no avail. I feel that I must tell someone before it kills me. I was taking medicine for severe depression but this demon seems to amplify anything that hurts me and hinder anything that I like.

It was a catalist in me throwing out my entire life and has taken every part of my body and destroyed it. I have nothing mind, body, and soul and as I write this, its still here watching me type.

Someone needs to hear this before the end and all I would be known for is being a junkie. It has taken everything and still wants more. Evil people live it up and good people suffer. Lee — I am sad to hear your struggles and your pain. There is no judgment here — just the concept of energy.

When we are using, we have no control over our field and therefore anything can come into our space, body, mind and spirit. You make the best target for that type of energy to feed off of.

Yet we all have free will and choice. You get to choose how to live in the body you were given. If you want a different existence however, you might choose differently for your body, much less your distressed mind and soul. My best advice is to get help to get clean and only then are you able to hold your vibration at a level that these negative energies will not be able to attach — they will not be able to find you when you rise above it and that only happens when fear is released from the fields.

Sending healing love and light your way. Lee, to chase spirits and beings away. Call on Archangel Sandolphin.. So first encounter makes you think you called the wrong being. Sandolphin stayed all night, then disappeared with the dawn. The other disembodiedpeople may come back. But just call him again. He has come to guide them home and they dont want to leave yet. I feel like something is on my back also.

It can be my back, legs, arms, feet. It pushes indents on me, pokes, feels like scratches but nothing there, burning sensations typically on my wrists. Weird bruises. Heightened sensory. I was seeing things all day outta the corner of my eye pretty much all day to the point of really bothering me. I somehow caught energies or something on my camera. I saw a claw like hand on the bed next to me. That was on camera also. Most of this started when I was renting a room from a friend and just happened to roll over to grab my earbuds and watched my bedroom door open the entire way.

I got up and looked after processing what happened and the door across the hall was completely open also. I went downstairs to get my friend and curiosity got the best of us. Started taking pics and videos. They play peek a boo with me from the other side of the clouds.

I dont need to use the camera to see the UFOs though. What is going on? Please help. Thank you! If I were you I would get a healing to make sure you took no attachments home with you and do more cutting of cords with the energies surrounding you.

Cool on the UFO stuff tho — The starseeds have been helping our energy from off planet more and more and its great to get to see that!

Flickering lights headaches sensitive to light feel dizzy like I can see shapes of electric energy when I shit my eyes I caint tell anyone cuz they just say go to physc witch will just lead yo committed , feel very lonely lack of energy then bursts of engey ears are stuffed bear like buzzing sounds notice every single light flicker feels like kemo theropy. Thank you for this comprehensive list. I am experiencing all of them then some for a year and a half now.

Unfortunately in my case I was already dealing with negative spirit attachments when it began which made for a theroughly confused understanding of what was going on as it invaded that experience. I have definitely been experiencing so many of these for the past year. I have been having a lot of muscle twitching, tingling, pins and needle pain, and more fatigue. This all started shortly after my first time visiting the chiropractor. So I was skeptical that it was something she did but maybe it is just ascension symptoms?

I also experience stumbling over words and not being able to say what I want sometimes. I never knew how much it could change my body and brain energetically in not the ways I really wanted but everything is yin and yang. I need help!! This is happening to fast!! My phone keeps freezing up. I cryed after I caught a mouse in the rat trap. This morning I got off work and both the cars on side of me need jumps.

All this has happened in the last three weeks!! For there it lead me to the laws of the universe. Then it was spirituality Meditating and affirmations. Recently quantum physics. So I googled it. As I continue my search it lead me to how do you know If your a healer. I listen to the video last night and it describe me to the T.

I just want to stop feeling sick. I stop watching TV about a year ago and that was fine. I know this is a lot. But this is my normal Journaling time. You seem like you might have some answers. Just a little more about me. My mom died of cancer when I was The last two years of her life I was her hospice.

There was one occasion I gave her CPR and revived her back to life! I have never learned CPR training. When she died she was squeezing my hand and as her soul left her body.

Her hand slowly loosened. Me and my wife took care of my father in law in has last years. Then my dad. When they pull the plug we sat up and I told him to smile and he sat up an gave us a big smile. But as he layed back on the pillow I felt his soul leave his body!! After that is when I started my Journey!! After that we took my mother-in-law in our home after she was diagnose with brain cancer. She died in my house.

Because my mom fought 7 years just to see graduate high school. If his is up now!! As I raised my dads vibration with a smile as he left his vessel! Because the out rings cycles are longer, and that will be a longer time we will experience him before he make it back to a new vessel to do it again!

From your thoughts!! From your experience!! And even our souls!! Know your thoughts and get a positive reaction!! I think those experiences for you are very genuine and real and beautiful. I hope more people read and learn about death so that they too can have better experiences.

Hey Wallace — all of my stuff also happened really fast and I too thought I was nuts and going crazy and many folks did not understand. Take breaks because it will always be there. Be a family person just as much as a spiritual one as they are not two differet people but they DO have two different perspectives sometimes. Be in charge of that and take care of that first.

Tell me what to do. What did you do. You learn. You practice how to ground and protect. You stay present. You release all fear programming and replace it with love. Look up spiritual grounding. And try it. There are different ways choose one that feels comfortable to you. It may help you. Also I wish I knew this was at the time, but you should ask your higher self to assist you in releasing some of the pain resulting in you feeling better minutes after..

And this is something I think of doing when you go to sleep think about everything you are thankful for.. Note: this is just my understanding of this all, what I say works for me now and may not wirk for others.. Each generation is coming in with more activated skills and therefore are much more sensitive and aware and connected to all of this stuff.

Self learn if you do not have a tribe. This is such a great world to navigate if you choose to! Oh my god I can understand you completely I never write on these things but I could really connect with you.

Ha ha ha. Everyone is so negative? Fear is not of God or love. Why and how can you be afraid. My experience was the most enlightening and the most peace I have ever had. I am a born healer and Seer. I also believe strongly in the ALmighty God and the Universe, all nature, all animals, vivid dreaming.

But… Your awakening will come. It is the time. For all. TO transform. You choose to see your Source as the Almightly Good in the way you choose and again, each of us gets to find our own path. There is no ONE right. You are an emotional being who has been charged with this experience and yet you have no control. When you have learned this you will see that all of your pain has been the result of fear of the unknown, only the change you are will no longer be unknown so you will be able to relax and not only continue to love and enjoy your life, but do so from a position of understanding, a maturity for having had the experience.

Thank Source. We are always in control in our co-creation. Sorry should have said spiritual awakening… my body is extremely itchy but this only happens in the evenings. I see all the numbers. Sparcles light blue and white flashes in my original vision. Brain movements on the side of my scull. Emotional rollercoasters. Pin pricks and something calling on me. Stonge sexual urges. People and animals really love me or really hate me no reason.

When I get anxiety, I start compulsively reading quantum physics and somehow I understand all of the equations. Meditation helps me a lot. After looking up what quantum physics was I started to get accession symptoms like a few days after or a week. I know this a comment form a while back and im pretty sure its wierd as fuck for somebody to reply to your comment right now…but i can so relate to your story…my journey started after i broke up with my gf which was like 3 to 4 yrs ago…and after that break up i had got this feeling like i was becoming different in a wierd way..

All I would have suggested back then would be spending long periods of time in nature to connect with the source and get to listen to your inner self without fear. There was a time where I could move the screen by simply with a wave of my finger without any physical contact of the screen. I thought I was gone crazy. Try meditation as its calms mind and allows to control mind. Bless you. I man came into my life suddenly after a break up I had.

Claimed to be a psychic healer. He said I needed to get broke of my depression and not take my medication anymore. He knew stuff about me that he only could have found out from the gym I went to bc I found out after my hospital stay that he knew owner of gym, which also was a friend of mine on Facebook. He knew about a tattoo I had of my dad and that I was going away on a trip overseas. He knew about me getting raped and molesred.

A few months after meeting him things started to go bad. Voices bad energy in home. I thought I could trust him. He then tells me my house was haunted and about voodoo, like he had this doll worth a lot of money. I feel like he had a demon in him telling him all about me and he pushed his demon in me, he wanted a lot of money from me for an exorcism said it would cost 2,, He said he could help me find dr bc I wanted s baby through serogacy and that would be , I ended up giving him to put crucifixes up in each of my bedrooms and bathrooms in house.

I heard the voices in my head, got the feeling of someone strangling me smoke in my lungs and smoke up my nose. Got the feeling of being lifted in hospital but I ran to a chair and held on. That happened a bunch and also happened at my friends wake but held onto chair. I thought it was my friend contacting me through the dead. That man also claimed he knew my father in previous life and that I was a whore too and I laughed.

I also felt like I git brain raped in the hospital like something was moving fast around my head taking all my visions and dreams and thoughts away. My heart git pinched a few times and that Hurt and went to hospital and they said everything was Normal. I also feel like the bubbles in my head her popped and I had a vision of it in my head. Prior to that I had trouble sleeping with all these visions and such in my head making me to believe this guy I had lots of feelings fir loved me.

Yeah thought it was him trying to save me from bad things. Also I felt like entities going into and out of my body. I also had blood coming out of my nose for months every time I blew my nose.

I feel like parts of my back and stomach go away a lot at times. One of my dogs also got sick from bad energy in home or maybe something was in her too.

My dog and I have also thrown up black. I feel like I was the chosen one after reading so much on this past week like someone wanted to hurt me badly. Like I was just a body breathing. Went into hospital 2x for that the other times I was at home or at my moms house in Florida and she just thought I was tired from the drive. A man named Raymond Scott sorcerer I reached out to this week said I had Demons in me and he said he git rid of them but I still feel the same.

Another person I reached out to said my house needs to be cleansed. I also have a rash on areas of my body. Help me if you can or get someone who can help me. Seems to me you need to learn how to protect your field, command your power back and create and honor clear boundaries. YOu are fully workign in fear and that will attact only more fear.

We ALL have free will and when we give that to others things begin to unravel. Hope you find you way. Take your medicine too. Avoid alcohol and do the grounding energy work.

Too much time around things like power lines, electronic devices etc can also effect sensitive people. Ok and please see a counselor about your trauma. When sensitive people are ungrounded sometimes trauma can be leaked through as fear based entities. The demonic forces have been dealt with they do not hold spiritual power over anyone. It is your mind that is concerned. Your unconcious mind is asking you to heal from fear.

Now a few years ago yes there were some sorcerers who were taken by entities but that is no more. So you can play with your mind no need for a sorcerer to do it. A healer yes but you can cleanse your own environment. Nice green pot plants in your home. A fish tank. Good meditative habits.

Clean air and sunlight. Plus the usual things like white sage, eucalyptus oil etc. When you do master this…and you will.. And you see that ball of light under your ribs? It spreads in your entire being and gets stronger every day. Out of curiosity, have you contacted your Spirit Guide. My guide, is actually my eternal husband, who reincarnated just to be my guide. I happen to be psychic, and he protects me on a daily basis from nasty things like what are bothering you. This should work, if not, then honestly but hopefully not it could very well be your guide playing tricks on you… but it sounds too malevolent to be a guide, they do however play tricks, so be clear when you call out to them that you NEED their HELP and to not play any trickery!

It sounds like this guy was into some bad stuff… witchcraft or voodoo. It opens the door for all kinds of spooky energy to come through. Think of the scary stuff as an energetic message. The spooky stuff is your invitation to go farther into the light.

Visualize light entering you over and over until you start feeling peaceful, even if it takes an hour. Do this as many times a day or night as you need. Over time the light will push this stuff out and away from you. If you can find some trusted elders, a shaman or even a priest to help you get on top of this than do so. Actually John of God from Brazil comes to mind. I remember when people kept telling me the light is stronger than darkness… but it was like dumping a pail of water on a raging fire.

The goal is to bring in enough light to neutralize the negative energy. Many, many blessings. I experience majority of all does symptoms myself, it all started after i helped one of my family member with panic attacks ,she was cured the mext day idk what i absorbed but after that day i felt fear beyond what i could have ever thought possible one way i got rid of it was listening to that positive whispering voice telling me this needs to happen it will leave eventually idk if it was a an energy or a subcouncious fear i ignore for years but i faced it and said fuck it ill embrace it even if it feels horrible.

And realize that your physica body has its own mind made for survival you cant mistake it for your own the less you Take serious the more silent it gets also look for something that maybe you did before everything happen is there an addiction i need to adress and fast too that help so much.

When one learns to work without ego — they do not choose to take anothers pain, sickness or disease. Taking is conditional. Be very careful and learn boundaries if you choose! Pm me teripatterson gmail. They will even put up rainbows and heart clouds. Divine healing. I went through this whole thing and was hit by the right hand of the lord. God wants you to experience him. Anointings are real. I pray that you find Jesus or someone to guide you. In Jesus name. Bless them lord and show them the light.

Thank you Jesus. Telling someone that they have to find one particular package is limiting and personally I do not think we have the right to tell another how to do anything…. Oh my I have to say a sense of self. Is the first thing that comes to mind. I thought it was more heart breaking loss. It was always negative energy from birth. I have a sister that I asked to never contact me again unless she could tell me one thing she has ever done or said nice to me.

That sounds obsurd but it the truth. I honestly feel a since of relief. My heart has ached and my soul has weeped. I seem to even draw bottom feeders. But true. I have always known love is the key to life. Thank God. I believe first you have to find a way to let go of that fear. Negative energy survives off your fear, thats how it eats. Find a way to become fearless! What do you believe in?

God, Angels, what because you nd to ask them to help protect you until you become strong enough on your own. Dont worry there is a end to this but its your choice if it is good or bad. Dark things like to attach to light it sounds as if someone done bad to you sound as if what entitey was with him attach to you and even when you get rid of it there may be a resend that remains take sage and sage your house clock wise every room anything he gave you get rid of it as it can be cursed.

As for black outs I use to have them because use have dark entitys in me as well as light sure there still there also have higher self and ancient things in me at times I feel as I have no control as if something ancient take over but not in bad way as it give advice word of wisdom and try help out the others stuff there to protect me take Salt and lime your house with it after doing sage out a crystal in salt water on wendow seal to bathe in moon and sunlight then pull out set where you feel darkness then again repete crystals obsorbe energy.

I too live in Florida so funny that you were not state away from me at one time oh and light lot white candles and Invision it shooting Ray white light to protect you pray to what ever you pray to to bless the candle with protection. And watch your emotions they can become gateways. Once I got depress it felt like this title wave of black energy wash over everything then next i knew had lot dark entitys. Then at 1 point try get rid of it using white candles and my individual power that was when I did it at same time white light beam from Earth to sky which I found out later through Facebook and ex showing me which was strange was at same time.

But do those things that should help my name is Nickolas Dimitri Santiago if you ever need someone to talk to you can find me on Facebook hope things get better for you. Words are vibration vibration is energy what you speak come into existence so speak blessings on self and others never curse. That is a lot of techniques you are offering here which is fine as it seems to be your truth — however there is anotehr way that is much easier and taht is all about INTENTION.

Intent is The reason why all these technniques work for you is because you choose to believe in them — that said that is cool if it is your truth but I want Danielle to know that technique is not necessarily the answer as much as the INTENT behind it. Choose to work in love verses fear. Wow I feel the same way as she does:. My lights are even flickering. Please help I hate feeling anxious.

Trincaj yahoo. I would contintue to ground and bubble as that really helps to stay focused, protected, grounded and gives you the skill to discern. I have a free meditation on the homepage of my site for this if interested. Do it daily, and before bed too if you choose! I wanted to ask you regarding the visual phenomena, I see the visual snow and squiggles, sparks in my peripheral vision.

On a couple of occasions I had a bright white-blue light appear in front of my eyes and know this is a process of me learning how to heal others. Also when I look directly at a loght source they change completely, the hazel-gold around my iris takes over, enveloping the green parts, kinda scary and unnatural looking. So I am curious as to what this means, which brings me here. Another thing worth mentioning is that I am one of those people who has the positive and negative aspect of the universe within me.

Oh my Marcin — the amazing thing about this post is its timing and subject matter…. My color has always been complete deep dark brouwn and they are all crazy now — completely different inside and aroudn the iris and they continue to change each year more and more. I know it is due to the light I am holding within and I am not too concerned but super amazed.

Reason they are peripheral is our ego is out of the way — so I sometimes do purposeful meditation to connect head on with them to study it further. Wow, I just searched out this site bc my eyes also look different from normal difficult to describe — brighter? I just noticed the other day.. I feel like im on rollerskates going downhill! Love and Light! I was told by a seer to took at the visual snow and imagine that its inside me too, and if I see the astral light then to imagine its inside my heart.

Can I ask you Suzanne about some other meditation techinques regarding this? I try not to make it all a real big deal…. After my awakening… I see orbs sparkles lines I saw a huge purple one flash in front of my eyes. I see what looks like heat waves kinda outside in the air. I see clear dots everywhere outside too. I also have visions and see colors when I close my eyes. I see auras now. I had so many experiences happen quickly it was a lot. I thought I was crazy. I see lines like tally marks too..

I see these things every day now. I saw part of my dream on the wall one night too! I too was very scared, still am. By then I was ready to fight somebody or something. I prayed for a long period of time. I would not come out of my room til I felt safe and the wierd energy was gone. It feels almost like powers. I lost my hair, which will grow back. I would never believe all this had it not happened to me. I was thinking I was literally going to have to be committed to a Krazy house.

My doctor diagnosed me with bi polar and schitzophrenia. Tried to turn me into a zombue with lithium. All I ever heard all my life was that I was Krazy. Since 3 yrs old. I have literally found my purpose in life, which I truly never thought would ever happen.

I was pulled into the nonsense thru guides. Something or someone was telling guiding me to each step of knowledge. My experience was a lil scary because I felt like I was torn between 2 choices, Illuminati and God.

I was so confused, and going thru so much I felt like I wanted the easy way out. My daughter said how?? It just puts you right back and the start line. I got numbness. As I started chanting then the symptoms reduced.

Please guide and help me Gratitude to you. Lots of times when we are half in and half out of body in dream state or in meditative state it can feel this way — I suggest always to breathe deeply and ground and protect yourself when this happens — extend the bubble of protection throughout your space and command that which is only for you HIGHEST and BEST GOOD is allowed to stay — nothing else.

Boom, fear dissolved and i drifted off to sleep as the figures came close and soften as if that statement disarmed them and myself…. But it blasted my world apart, I experienced a full kundalini awakening followed by weeks of indescribable bliss while I watched the world around me radiating light from everything living, everything.

Everything is love and light. Be curious, be yourself and I know you will find the answers you so desperately seek. Hello Susan I am very glad I found your article because 3 times now I have woken up in a trance like state 3 am feeling numbness all over my body, when I tried moving my arms it felt like I was swimming and I heard that loud noise inside my ears and the louder it got the better the experience was.

I woke up feeling like a breeze blew all over my body. Last time it was accompanied by a very realistic yet disturbing and frightening dream and I consciously snapped out of the trance to check if my doors were locked lol. I am an athlete and a professional, never was the mumbo jumbo guy, these experiences were as real as the air I am breathing.

It sounds like you go out of body super easy and are indeed probably experiencing alternate realities and also dream state at the same time. Also do better at grounding and bubbling your body if you choose — that seems to help! I am in process that has seen countless undiagnosable medical issues my entire life. The answer to those issues found me three years ago. With that energy signature it is allowed me to for timelines and as energy flows endlessly and timelessly throughout the Universe if you can see an energy signature within a person after a very short time you can see there truth in the past and have some knowledge towards their future that they may even not be aware of.

The powerful vibrations that run through my body and have my entire life I now realize are spirits. This has proved to record predictions that have now come to fruition. My question now is how does a psychic know their psychic? Is there anybody that can answer my question? Our chakra system and suric body is designed to be that. Now that said — yes we can all SING but maybe at very different levels and there are some that use that skill and hone it and present it and work it…and others just do it in the shower…if you get the drift.

I think it is great you have found yours and are honing it! After a very long time of thinking I feel I understand I really do like the idea of all of this and this all still happens to me in fact I read over everything again and pretty much all of these things happen to me. Thank you so much. This was so profound and helpful. Especially, the wanting to go back home part.

Thank you. You can either email me or depending on what you are addressing you can also book a session — all of that is on my site and available. I feel through the comments many are far behind on the spiritual awakening. I usually look up my numbers in sunsigns. Flu symptoms. Channeling music. That is our mission to make non believers, believers so that all mankind is equal. And full of peace and all loving to one another. But I love to hear about others experiences.

And my tongue looks horrid. Thank you for sharing. By the way my names Michael. And next year. Thanks for your opinion Michael — I respectfully disagree with a couple of statements however in that we are only responsible for our own unique and individual ascension and awakening, not for us to make non-believers a believer because everyone has free will to do this journey as they choose. Juts got back into mediating and when i did it i reached this point where i my head started to have an intense tingle like how it use to do but this time was different.

To me, it feels like my spirit had more of an experience then i did. Does that mean anything? I dont even know what to call or where to start, just please. Again I say this so often — learn to help your self before yearning to work to help others, learn about your gifts for you first. What do you need to do to release any fear and beliefs that no longer serve you — clean your own container before you worry about helping another — it is not selfish it is critical for the energy exchange we have with others.

I have been through every single one almost. A part of me is not sure about anything I see lights reflecting of off me and wierd Dreams. As long as lights every were sensitivity to everything.

But I feel lost. Can you help me? I always suggest before worrying about helping others one needs to help themselves in terms of learning how to stay grounded and protected in their own auric field of energy and do your best to release all fear based belief systems.

This will ultimatley assist in releiving Ascension symptoms overall. There is a free meditation on my home page of my site to assist. As long as you are feeling good about it I think that is great! We sometimes have no idea how our guidance and healers come to us and staying open and discerning the FEEL of if it is safe or not is key and it sounds like you are doing great.

Ascension is opening up all kinds of new help and assistance to us all if we choose to find it. I would then suggest start taking to your guides, angels or your God-Package instead of sharing on this plane of existence where you feel judgment. My symptoms are a little more negative.

I have had this force that has been with me for three years and is responsible for me losing my whole life. I looked it up and its called the unclean spirit and can take both male and female forms. Mine is a tall slender black woman with a flower in her hair. I have tried everything but this force is still here and refuses to leave my life and soul along. Hello everyone does anyone ever get really anxious that that, i have to bite my mouth and my lips in the inside of my mouth is hurting.

And with my knuckles I have to bang the outside of my chin and it is so sore right now, it is an uncontrollable thing I have to do I just have to do it!! I can relate — I also have a ton of mouth issues — I feel like my fillings are hurting alot and when I get a check up all is fine. I lived with my cousin for years who did the same thing. She had been molested as a child and after she expressed her feelings to the person who did it it went away. Same here. I would rather be blind to the world and go about my days as everone esles.

It could be overwhelming. You obviously get to feel any way you choose but my take is that you signed up for this Earth at this very special time in a meat-body and that means we are here to DO something to assist in thei Ascension and it all begins with the individual.

That said, there is no right nor wrong on how to choose to traverse this life…. I may have written this to you so my aMy symptoms are a little more negative. My suggestion is to do a ceremony for yourself to release not only the entity — but the thought program that goes along with it. Create a serious boundary in your mind.

Thought forms create our reality — so change and command a different thought…hope this helps. You know my name is Valerie and my birthday is on July 13th.

Me too. Look up morgellions. This is what I thought was happening to me. Would much rather this. So alone. There are a million sites with a ton of different DISeases out there — my take is do your best to take away the FEAR of any label — feel what is YOUR truth — do your dilligence with western medicine if you choose but try to find what truly resonates as your truth when it comes to your own individual body.

It definitely is difficult to process. I was lucky to find someone whom has move through the process already. I try to understand. But at times hard to grasp. Many blessings and luck to you. I feel the same as you because I dont know what it means. Because regardless if I choose to dismiss it or not, it is what it is. I felt like this too and on some days I feel like I wish it never started but even on my rough days I strive to see the beauty in this. I have felt crazy at times.

All the number syncronicities , , I even woke up at a few times. Then my body aches and I have these surges of energy that feel like electrical shocks. When I stay positive I can manifest very quickly. If I think it, its here. Just try to embrace it even on your down days.

Its rough at times, trust me I know but knowledge is power! Dont freak out, dont try so hard to understand it. I have been seeing , , , and Crazy prophetic dreams and visions tbat are so real i dont to go back to reality. Whats happening is exactly what Jesus preached about the end of days. Its okay. Weather people want to realize it or not we are in the middle of Gods war with Satan. So trust Jesus to save you, and ask Him what it all means for you specifically.

Or simply trust your SELF that there are many benevolents there for you and thesse are simply messages of help. Ii have felt the same way quite often it can be overwhelming or scary even but it is also a gift that is beautiful and to be honest can be a fault depending on gow you focus your energies…focus yourself in a possitive direction and u will be just fine …dint feed into negitive energies or you will draw even more negitive energies..

I slewp. Do the work and the fear will go away. You can hold on to that fear and not ascend. As I have stated before everyone gets to do this their own way — that is part of the free will — there is no right or wrong, no get to make it or not, it is all seem and done through individual lenses of reality. The universe is expanding. You are part of it. Let the river take you. What choice do we have. I know the feeling. Of not wanting to be part of this.

Or work.. Can even really feel balanced. Several y. Every day and i feel like im going to pass out… And rapid heart beat when in public. All this feeling. I feel in public or at home. Am i really gifted. Or just being brainwash by the world. Or could it be.. Someone told me.

That im a Targeted individual. Can someone please help me really know the real accurate truth! And came back someone else? Cuz if true im not comfortable with this. Can someone please help answer my questions.

And help me understand.. What is hard to understand. Since i was raised in Jesus and a Christian.. As little girl.. And that im and adult. But i still believe in Jesus Christ And holy bible. One of the most important things to learn is your field, how to group and bubble it. This will fully change how you navigate the day and keep you in a love space verses a fear one.

Read more about Ascension — I also have a free E-Book right on my site or read this and other blogs I have to know you are not alone nor nuts. We are all gifted with energy skills but most of us have never allowed our selves to open up to these gifts. Work with nature as she is gentle in this skill set awakening, look to Her to find ways to see reincarnation as nothing more than how Her trees shed and rebirth time and time again. Hi,I met all the symptoms mentioned up except 1 or 2.

I already have manic depressive episodes. Now I take heavy dosages. Psychiatry dosage to bring back from anxiety and worries. This is Pradeep from India. I feel that way too and felt frustrated all the time but I think the more you fight it and battle with it the worse it gets! That is amazing. I have waited so long because scared and belief system.

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